I did it again. I know I didn't tell you the first time but still I thought I wouldn't do it again but I did. I am sitted here beating myself up. Wondering if I am true to myself or maybe true to God. I hate beating myself up but I feel as though I should be accountable for myself. Do you also beat yourself up? Do you feel as though you shouldn't forgive yourself? Or is this too uncomfortable so we should just laugh it up and ask bro uko poa? I have met different people over the two decades and truth be told I tend to forgive them real quick, but I find myself slacking off in the forgiveness department when I piss myself off. Does this make sense? I think it does... (Does it really) I was wondering who I really am though. Am I wearing a mask and my true self is hiding in the dark in a corner with a hoddie, snivelling, wondering why we aren't strong enough? (Oee bro are you okay?) Or maybe this is my true self. A guy who tries. (A trying man) But does ...